About BORNJOLAJOVI
I haven't really grow up since i was born. Three & 1/2 years old and i still long for a loving mother and father, any loving mother and father and for that matter a loving sister or brother. I long for my family... some strangers i see as more my family than thoose who are... in this world anyway. This world though has given me the chance and the time to dream and get to know many people i may not have thought of in the instance but in the minute instead.
I just watched "The Circle" DVD and i can't believe how much you've grown. It's amazing to see you the way you are today. I dont know what to say. I mean when i think of you i remember the boy that tried to save Bazy from being kidnaped, the boy i use to see around the yard, so beautiful to his baby brother. I remember the honour of you wanting me to read you a fairytale, and i couldn't even read at the time and just making up the story to what the pictures said so. i was blow away with u both sitting by my side. I remember u asking my Dad for the time and then high fiving each other... i don't know why that was but i remember anyway. i remember you askin for my name, the instance that i was about to ask Richie if he was my brother. i remember looking out my bedroom window late one night and seeing u and Bazy have an argument and i remember crying so hard for years after that because of it. An what most i remember but try to forget is you and Bazy knocking on my door one day for the first time(not listening) and thinking "i'll come and get you after me and mummy and daddy have done the shopping, see you in 45minutes or so... hmm maybe i even get an ice cream" not knowing that my parents had packed the car with no intention to ever return. No one will ever understand how heart breaking that is, but possibly yous.
Watching your video i feel so embaressed to relive and feel these things over and over again so many years on but that wont ever change. In the back of my mind i always knew but it took me until i was 28 to ever really think about those times for various reasons and the memories just got worse and worse. Whats amazing tough even without those memories i still had your poster on my wall, it just goes to show true love never changes. I'm sorry if i've embaressed u for writting this but i want u to know i think of u everyday. I'm scared to even look up ur website just incase something happened to u.Its not good.
Anyway i am so proud of u all, i am so happy u have beautiful loving wives and goergous loving children and so many people that love u the world wide and especially each other. And i will always love you... not just for your music or ur good looks or for the past, present or future but for your eyes... that make me remember my first breath in life when i was eight years old.
Appologies for loving you always
BORNJOLAJOVIXXXXXOOOOO
PS. See you in Wellington Row 4 and Auckland front row. Cant wait to see ur smile again
My little girl PIPSIE
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Front Cover of the Herald Sun 04/07/10
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Melbourne... With thoughts of u
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Look who i found... Ben Cousins AFL football legend
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Likewise!
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The wall above my DJ mixer
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All grown up!
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My Bo Juice
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Richie's baby brother, Rowan's son! Look familiar
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Richie Chichi!Remember Me
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One Big Happy Family
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Dream Come True
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My Family
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